Chemical Sabotage!

Sabotage, sabotage, sabotage!! And every time I think that word, the line from Veggie Tale's Larry Boy Episode of Leggo my Ego with the Evil Alchemist goes through my mind: Chemical Sabotage!

52 points spent on hot dogs and other concession stand goodies on Saturday; Sunday spent 30 points after cake and ice cream for my niece's birthday, Monday spent 27 points for cranberry/banana bread, brownie and ice cream, Tuesday ended up at 37.5 points for Ghengis Grill and cake and ice cream for my brother's birthday. AAAAACCCCKKKK!!! This has GOT to STOP!! The worst part is that there is no exercise to counteract it. It is almost 8:45 am and I have absolutely NO desire to do anything about it. I hate this feeling of flub, but it will take every miligram of control to get my butt off this chair and do it.

What is it with me and success? When I seem to be doing so well, I sabotage it. EVERY time! This is the point that I quit WW last time. I already feel the fat buildup again. I SAW it in the mirror yesterday. It's like Satan and his minions - never give us a break. You're either going forward or your going backward. There is no such thing as standing still.

Ok, motivated myself enough to get it done *whew* Let's Bring it!! CardioX here I come!!