Lamps

Began Monday, July 13

"If our lamps of preparation are drawn down, let us start immediately to replenish the oil." ~Elder Fallon H. Oaks, April 2004, Gen Conf

I am embarrassed to admit that my spiritual lamp has been getting pretty empty. In fact, I've been feeling kind of hollow and on my own because I'm not doing what it takes to have the constant companionship of the Holy Ghost.

I had the privilege of attending a friend's sealing in the Payson, UT temple in Saturday the 11th. The sealing was scheduled for 5:30 pm but we sat waiting for probably twenty minutes before they came in. I took the opportunity to enjoy being in the temple. I had rushed to get there and I allowed myself to take a deep breath and slow down. I prayed and pondered and allowed the spirit of the temple to penetrate my heart. The sealer spoke to the couple and then proceeded with the ordinance. It was beautiful and so special as I thought about their journey to this moment. I was filled with love for my own family. I felt such love and gratitude for Matthew and each of my children. The temple filled that hollow spot.

I gained an appreciation and testimony of the importance of regular temple attendance. Truly there is power in doing this. We become fortified and strengthened. I know I've been pretty hard to live with lately, and I think if I filled my cup with the influence of the Spirit everyone would be happier, but especially me.